Tonight as I was driving in the car with Kylie, she began to bark like a seal and her giggles made my heart smile. I looked back at her and cherished this particular moment. . . Her innocence, her smile, her beauty. I want to continue to watch her grow and be part of her every day life. As I sit here and type, to the left of me, Kylie is softly snoring beside me. (She has a sinus infection) and to the right of me is Maveryk who will smile suddenly in his sleep and coo. My life is blessed. My husband is hard at work right now so I cant account as to what he is doing...but as I sit here and reflect on my blessings its quite a reality check. Im blessed and couldnt ask God for any more blessings.
Tomorrow is Day 1 of my 100lb weight loss journey. I maxed at my heaviest at 302 while 9 months pregnant with Maveryk. I was down to 260 afterwards but am currently 274. And I will officially weigh in first thing tomorrow buck naked! I need to do this. I have to do this. I must do this. I have the mindset. I can do this. This is what I must repeat daily in my head. One bite at a time. One decision at at time.
I leave with this....
“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go...”
